Separation from my body to escape suffering – by Gary Pfeifer

“Fight, Flight, Freeze, Fawn, Feign, Flirt” — these are some of the ways recipients of abuse might respond to their abusers.  In his post Separation from my body to escape suffering, Gary Pfeifer talks about this.

Here are the first two paragraphs of Gary’s post:

These days, self-integrity is really important to me. I will sacrifice comfort, convenience and opportunity to retain and regain my self-integrity. I understand the consequence of a divided mind – weighing me down with internal conflicts and the energy required to keep track of all the inconsistencies and when to allow or forbid each one.

As a child, i had no understanding of my self-integrity or its value. I was motivated by the experience of the moment. I cared about minimizing suffering and maximizing enjoyment. This meant mentally separating from my body to minimise the suffering of abuse. As the abuse included my head, i also separated from my head, my own face, and restricted my personal space to a small volume within my skull. I created an alternative reality in there to compensate for the loss of my connection to my physical reality. A place to hang out in my mind.

To read the full post, click here.

Satanic ritual abuse practices are described and denounced in the Bible

Some of the ancient Israelites ritually murdered their children.

Psalm 106:34-38 (NKJ)
34 They did not destroy the peoples,
Concerning whom the Lord had commanded them,
35 But they mingled with the Gentiles
And learned their works;
36 They served their idols,
Which became a snare to them.
37 They even sacrificed their sons
And their daughters to demons,

38 And shed innocent blood,
The blood of their sons and daughters,
Whom they sacrificed to the idols of Canaan;

And the land was polluted with blood.

Psalm 53:5-6 (BCP — i.e., Book of Common Prayer, 1662 version)
Are they not without understanding that work wickedness, eating up my people as if they would eat bread?
they have not called upon God.
There were they afraid, where no fear was;
for God has scattered the bones of him that besieged thee:
thou hast put them to confusion, because God hath despised them.

We can take comfort from this line in Psalm 53, “God has scattered the bones of him that besieged you.”

God has overpowered Satan. God has scattered the bones of the servants/agents of Satan. God cast Lucifer out of heaven. Jesus saw Lucifer being cast out of heaven (Luke 1o:18).

God took on the form and flesh of man, died on the Cross, and was resurrected from death.

God’s plan trumps Satan’s plan.

Satan did and does his utmost to besiege you.

But God has scattered the bones of him that besieged you.

More examples of the Bible talking about Satanist Rituals and and Satanists’ tactics

Psalm 16:4-5 (BCP)
They that run after another god shall have great trouble.
Their drink-offerings of blood I will not offer, / neither make mention of their names with my lips.

Psalm 64:1-6 (BCP)
Hear my voice, O God, in my prayer: / preserve my life from fear of the enemy.
Hide me from the secret council of the wicked, / and from the throng of evildoers;
Who have whet their tongue like a sword, / and aimed their arrows, even bitter words;
That they may privily shoot at him that is perfect: / suddenly do they shoot at him and fear not.
They encourage themselves in mischief, / and commune among themselves how they may lay snares, and say that no man shall see them.
They imagine wickedness, and practise it; / and the inward thought and heart of every one of them is deep.

Billy Graham was corrupt. Part 1.

Billy Graham is known as a great Christian evangelist, but evidence points to him being a fake Christian who secretly practised evil.

This post presents evidence that Billy Graham was a Freemason.  Please don’t blow this off. Read and weigh the evidence I am presenting. Throughout this Billy Graham series I will be giving as many links to original sources as I can.

Billy Graham was present at a 33rd degree Freemason initiation ceremony.  We know this from the testimony of James Shaw who was a high level Freemason before he found Christ. Jim Shaw testified that at the ritual where he was initiated into the 33rd degree, Billy Graham was present. Only 33rd Degree Masons and candidates participate in that initiation. Jim Shaw co-wrote The Deadly Deception: Freemasonry Exposed by One of Its Top Leaders (Jim Shaw and Tom McKenney, 1988). The book’s publisher, Huffington House, refused to print the book unless they took out Billy Graham’s name and substituted it with a general description on page 104 (“internationally prominent evangelist”).

Shirley Ford’s testimony:

from https://www.tapatalk.com/groups/endtimeforum/the-deadly-deception-t674.html Or https://web.archive.org/web/20210313090711/https://www.tapatalk.com/groups/endtimeforum/the-deadly-deception-t674.html

For additional proof, Shirley Ford pointed readers to a geocities webpage:

from https://www.tapatalk.com/groups/endtimeforum/the-deadly-deception-t674.html Or https://web.archive.org/web/20210313090711/https://www.tapatalk.com/groups/endtimeforum/the-deadly-deception-t674.html

The geocities link which Shirley had given is dead, but it had been saved at the web archive. So I took screen shots from the web archive. Each image in the series below  includes a bit of the previous image, to verify that they were all taken from the same place. The last three images in the series show a letter from Tom McKenney. The letter by Tom McKenney is REALLY IMPORTANT. It names the men who were present at Jim Shaw’s initiation into the 33rd Degree of the Scottish Rite of Freemasonry.

Tom McKenney stated that in the original MS of The Deadly Deception, Jim Shaw said that Billy Graham, the King of Denmark, Trueman, Eisenhower, Norman Vincent Peale, Daniel Polling and J Edgar Hoover were all present at his initiation into the 33rd Degree.

 

 


The next image names the men present at the initiation. The right hand margin of the letter is cut off but you can make out the meaning.


The next image is from page 104 of The Deadly Deception as published by Huffington Press. You can see “an internationally prominent evangelist”. (I took this image from pg 51 of this PDF of the Deadly Deception .)

The next image shows that this took place at the 33rd Degree initiation ceremony.

I have been advocating for abuse victims in the church for more than two decades. I know how hard it is for victims of abuse to find justice in the church. Could this be partly due to the influence of Billy Graham?

Part 2  will present evidence that Billy Graham was sexually immoral.

Download a PDF of The Deadly Deception by Jim Shaw and Tom McKenney.

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Related reading

Billy Graham, John MacArthur, R.C. Sproul are some of the “Untouchables” in the visible church — Barbara Roberts