About this site and the author

I bring a biblical perspective to many kinds of abuse including sexual abuse, intimate partner abuse, abuse by family, spiritual abuse, abuse by demonic entities, abuse by Luciferian/Satanic groups that do horrendous things to children. All these types of abuse have been going on for millennia and the bible has a lot to say about them. If you don’t believe in God or read the bible, you may be surprised how much wisdom there is in the bible about evildoers and how we can best deal with them.

This blog is about extreme types of abuse and what the bible has to say about it. The bible has MUCH to tell us about

  • the tactics and mindset of abusers
  • how we can best respond to abusers
  • how God hates the evildoers
  • how God deals with evildoers
  • how God comforts the oppressed, the abuse victims
  • how abuse victims respond to and resist abuse.

Evildoers have captured all the major institutions and systems in the world. Christians ought not be surprised about this since the bible calls Satan the ruler of this world John 14:30; John 16:11; Luke 4:5-6 and the prince of this world John 12:31-33.

I do not glorify Satan. I expose Satan’s tactics and mindset. And his allies.

Some people on this earth are consciously working with and for Satan. Some of those people have high positions in churches. I present evidence that some of the most respected leaders in the protestant church have been actively and wittingly serving Satan. I do this using the bible, testimonies of victims of abuse, and my own observations and experiences. I cite the evidence and my sources. I don’t just make claims willy nilly.

The roman catholic church has a horrific track record of enabling pedophiles. The eastern orthodox churches may have a similar track record for all I know. My focus is on protestant churches because that branch of christendom is what I have experienced and closely observed. I give my perspective on the systematic infiltration and takeover of the so-called evangelical church by evildoers. I expose sacred cows.

I do not flinch at topics like

  • the massive corruption at high levels in the visible church
  • child sex trafficking
  • the deep state/global crime cartel which is masterminded by Satan
  • the mind-control garbage that Hollywood puts out
  • Trauma Based Mind Control (TBMC)
  • MK-Ultra
  • the evils of Freemasonry
  • the control of the banking system in this world by a small number of families
  • Nazi infiltration into the CIA and other intelligence agencies.

I’m writing to all people of good-will. All people who have empathy and an active conscience. All people who want to protect children and disable the international crime cartel. I’m also writing to those who have been manipulated, abused, blinded, tortured, blackmailed.

About me

I was born in the 1950s and brought up as a secular humanist. I was sexually abused as a child – once. I’ve been sexually abused in adulthood too. I know from personal experience that if a child is sexually abused one time, it does immense harm. It screwed me up for decades.

I was born again in my mid-twenties (much to my astonishment). Being born again did not immediately fix all the damage done to my internal wiring. Nor did it immediately fix all the self-destructive habits I’d developed in my teens and twenties. I’ve come to terms with the fact that the damage done to my internal wiring will probably never be fully fixed in this mortal life. But I am no longer practising any addictive behaviours.

I have personally experienced these kinds of abuse:

  • sexual abuse
  • intimate partner abuse (emotional/ verbal/ spiritual/ physical)
  • abuse by family of origin (I get on okay with all my family of origin so I don’t talk about this publicly out of respect for them)
  • abuse by wolves in sheep’s and shepherd’s clothing in the church (spiritual abuse/ disbelief / neglect)
  • abuse by demonic entities

I know survivors of Luciferian ritual abuse. I have not suffered Luciferian ritual abuse myself.

I have a high view of Scripture.  I’ve been in many kinds of protestant churches over the years but it’s a long time since I belonged to any denomination or church organisation.

I’ve been blogging about Christianity and domestic abuse since 2012 at cryingoutforjustice.blog. I’ve heard from countless victims of abuse, many of whom are professing Christians.

I published my first book Not Under Bondage: Biblical Divorce for Abuse, Adultery and Desertion in 2008.  I hope I can issue a revised edition of that book and publish another book before I die or before God wraps up this world like a scroll and brings in the New Heavens and New Earth (2 Peter 3:13; Revelation 21:1)

Since 2018 I’ve been helping expose the tactics and players in the deep state and supporting the victims using my @notunderbondage handle at Twitter.

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