Separation from my body to escape suffering – by Gary Pfeifer

“Fight, Flight, Freeze, Fawn, Feign, Flirt” — these are some of the ways recipients of abuse might respond to their abusers.  In his post Separation from my body to escape suffering, Gary Pfeifer talks about this.

Here are the first two paragraphs of Gary’s post:

These days, self-integrity is really important to me. I will sacrifice comfort, convenience and opportunity to retain and regain my self-integrity. I understand the consequence of a divided mind – weighing me down with internal conflicts and the energy required to keep track of all the inconsistencies and when to allow or forbid each one.

As a child, i had no understanding of my self-integrity or its value. I was motivated by the experience of the moment. I cared about minimizing suffering and maximizing enjoyment. This meant mentally separating from my body to minimise the suffering of abuse. As the abuse included my head, i also separated from my head, my own face, and restricted my personal space to a small volume within my skull. I created an alternative reality in there to compensate for the loss of my connection to my physical reality. A place to hang out in my mind.

To read the full post, click here.

Cheryl Beck’s testimony of Luciferian ritual abuse and child trafficking

Jesus redeemed us and gave us such profound authority through His shed blood for such a time as this! Yet, so many refuse to know the Truth and engage the enemy and save lives.

We need First Responders and Rescuers, not ostriches with their heads in the sand.

Cheryl Beck is one of many survivors of Luciferian ritual abuse who have become Christians and testified about their experiences.

Cheryl was told the Gospel of Jesus Christ before she was sprinkle baptized in a Protestant church, and believing, received Jesus as her Lord and Savior at age two.

This post features several different interviews with Cheryl.

Luciferians use torture-based mind control (TBMC) on children and adults. If you don’t yet know about this stuff, brace yourself.

I urge you to listen and learn. I urge everyone of good will to become informed. By becoming informed you can help other people wake up.

If you are a sincere follower of Jesus Christ I urge you to learn about this heinous evil so you can believe, support and pray for the victims. Let us pray that Jesus will continue to shine light on the dark and evil schemes of those who have assented to the evil. Let us pray that God will prevent and convict and bring justice to the perpetrators.

Cheryl appeals to Christians

Please, Christian brothers and sisters, we are at Critical Mass with the depths of evils being exposed around the world! Christians should be the First Responders to traumatized, hurting people, because we have all the gifts of the Holy Spirit available to us!

Instead, it has been my experience as an SRA survivor, to be shut out of my Church Family because they wanted their Comfortable, Bless ME Jesus, Happy Place not to be rattled by the horrors I was facing in suddenly being flooded by the memories of my childhood. I was a Worship Leader, Sunday School teacher, nurse on call to everyone, and so on…, but the Pastors and elders turned on me so viciously, I had to leave and nobody even tried to understand my plight.

Over 200 church “Family” members left me absolutely alone, started horrible rumors about me in our small town, and have shunned me still standing in that wrong judgment for 20 yrs.

I have STILL tried to warn them of pedophiles, satanists, and witches in the congregation through the years, and they would not hear. Now they are fully immersed in Luciferian music and teachings, and it’s so sad.

Jesus redeemed us and gave us such profound authority through His shed blood for such a time as this! Yet, so many refuse to know the Truth and engage the enemy and save lives.

We need First Responders and Rescuers, not ostriches with their heads in the sand.

comment by Cheryl at my post “Why is the church so slow at responding rightly to the epidemic of abuse?”

Interviews with Cheryl Beck

None of these interviews have disturbing images of heinous abuse, but Cheryl does describe some horrific things that Luciferians do to their victims. Some of the links go to YouTube. (If you aren’t logged in to YouTube you will be asked to sign in to verify your age when you click on the link.) Some of the links begin mid-point in the video, the point at which the interview with Cheryl begins.

If you find it painful to hear a testimony from a survivor of Torture-Based Mind-Control, Jesus can take the sting out.

Northwest Liberty News first interview with Cheryl Beck

Watch/listen by clicking this^ link. Or view it on YouTube.
Northwest Liberty News are planning more interviews with Cheryl.

Topics covered: child trafficking, what Luciferians believe, Luciferian practices, blood rituals, rape & torture of children, ‘expendable children’, bloodlines, gematria. Nazis, Project OFTEN, OSS transition to CIA, MKUltra. Trauma used to induce dissociation in children, hypnotising (scripting) the dissociated child to create & program alters. Different roles given to people in the cult. How the cult rebuilds programming when it breaks down. Disney and Hollywood. Trophy jewellery and red shoes. Cheryl’s father designed a Luciferian altar for the ‘Lutheran’ church which he took his family to. The CIA was unsuccessful in using virtual-reality-tech to induce Cheryl to believe in aliens. Demonic takeover of persons: black eyes (no whites, no coloured iris, ‘reptilian eyes’. The name of Jesus overpowers demons.

Field McConnell’s first interview with Cheryl Beck

Topics covered: some of the above, plus more on Cheryl’s childhood. The Lutheran church her family went to which was a front for Luciferians. How she accepted Jesus when she was two. The breeding of children for trafficking. Keeping children in cages underground. The power of Jesus over Luciferians and demons. Using the name of Jesus to command the demons.

Field McConnell’s second interview with Cheryl Beck

Topics covered include Luciferian practices around Halloween/Samhein. The death of G.H.W. Bush (~29:00). Blood sacrifices where the Luciferians conjur demons (1:11:30). Cheryl says: “mainline churches are heavily involved” (47:00). She outlines how Christians can pray and stand in the gap (50:50) – pray by repenting and asking forgiveness for not knowing about the work of the cult; ask the Lord to free the children.

Victuras Libertas interview with Cheryl Beck.

Topics covered include some of the above, but more detail given on some parts of Cheryl’s life. You will see and hear Jim and Angie, husband and wife, both Christians, compassionately talking to and interviewing Cheryl.

FACT: Heinous abuse IS being done by Luciferians / child traffickers / pedophiles / global crime cartel / intelligence agencies / many ‘c’hristian leaders. It is a business plan. A very lucrative business plan.

Drawings by Cheryl Beck

Click here to see Cheryl’s drawings: her memories being tortured and programmed.

Bio of Cheryl Hersha

True to known programming breakdown, Cheryl Hersha and her sister Lynn began remembering a sinister and evil upbringing in 1996, as memories and alters holding memories began to surface. The more they talked to each other, the more they remembered. Cheryl is now fully integrated and healed from the psychological, emotional and spiritual wounds from the first traumatic 18 yrs of her life. However, the physical damage has left her permanently disabled and 7 years past her prognosis with a rare neurological disorder.

Cheryl is a born-again Christian, was married for 28 years, is a mother of four adult children, and is now a forcibly retired (disabled) RN, who lives in the Southwest USA. Cheryl was active in the survivor communities of both MKUltra and Satanic Ritual Abuse, until her health plummeted. She has written under her pen name, C.A.Beck, for decades.

Cheryl has been compelled to speak out once again “for the innocents who cannot speak”, since Wikileaks broke the Pedogate story; the same life she lived in the 1960s and 70s, when trafficked by both her Family and the CIA.

Cheryl Beck is also know as Cheryl Hersha Beck. Due to security-sensitive careers that some of her children have, she regrets she cannot show her face for interviews, as requested by their employers.

—adapted from the description at the Victuras Libertas interview of Cheryl

For further reading and viewing

Secret Weapons: Two Sisters’ Terrifying True Story of Sex, Spies and Sabotage — Kindle book co-authored by Cheryl ‘Hersha’ Beck, Lynn ‘Hersha’ (Cheryl’s sister), Dale Griffis and Ted Schwarz. You might be able to get this e-book for free if you ask you local library.

Cheryl Beck’s YouTube channel: Playlist of interviews with Cheryl

Drawings by other SRA survivors — Carole Rutz, Keely S Dorran, and Lynn Schirmer. Also poems, letters, paintings, drawings and photos by survivors presented to a United Nations Commission on the Status of Women panel in 2004.

Victuras Libertas YouTube channel: Playlist on Human Trafficking and Satanic Ritual Abuse

Follow Cheryl Beck on twitter: @CABeck1961

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