Jesus can take the sting out

 

Balm in Gilead

To know about the depths of evil can be overwhelming. When I hear victims testify about the horrible things that the Luciferians did to them, I have sometimes felt overwhelmed.

You may know that I am a born again Christian. I know Jesus as my Lord and Saviour. I did not in any way seek for Jesus. I hated Jesus. I thought Christianity was a load of bollocks. But God revealed to me the truth that Jesus is God and He loves me.

It took me quite a while to recalibrate after I met Jesus.

When I feel overwhelmed by hearing accounts of what the evildoers (especially the Luciferians) do to their victims, I ask Jesus to take the sting out. 

I pray to Jesus. Knowing Him as my Lord and Saviour, I utter in spoken words or say in my mind:

“Dear Lord –  my mind, my heart, my soul cannot bear this stuff. I don’t want to block out this stuff by going into amnesia. I want to remember the facts of it, but my mind can’t bear the pain and horror. You know the pain and horror. You bore it all on the Cross. Please take the sting out so my mind can remember the facts without my heart being whited-out by the abominations that evildoers do.”

My human frail mind cannot bear the sting: it is too overwhelming to think with my heart and soul, empathetically, with and for the victims of these evildoers.

But Jesus can and has borne the sting—He bore it on the Cross. He willingly suffered the wrath of God for all sins that human beings have and will ever commit.

He can and He does take away the sting so that I can remember and think about the evil without being overwhelmed by it.

This is my experience. This is my testimony.

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Barbara Roberts

Christian. notunderbondage.com. cryingoutforjustice.blog. mysteryofiniquity.blog. Survivor of abuse. Advocate for victims of abuse.

6 thoughts on “Jesus can take the sting out”

  1. This is beautiful, Barbara. When people share their horror stories with me, my prayer for several years has been for the Lord to increase my capacity. He has been faithfully doing that.

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  2. I too as a therapist have heard scores of accounts of extreme abuse such as ritual abuse and am grieved over the churches denial of this issue and struggle, just yesterday I saw yet another christian client who has sought help for over 20 years only to find none. However I find that as taxing as it is that Christ can give the grace for healing and indeed “take the sting out”

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    1. “…as a therapist have heard scores of accounts of extreme abuse such as ritual abuse.”

      Thank you Robyn Van der Zee for giving your ^ testimony. 🙂
      It is really important that church folk pay attention to testimonies such as yours.

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