About

This blog is about extreme types of abuse and what the bible has to say about it.

I’m Barbara Roberts and I’ve been writing about abuse since 2008. Actually since 1999, but my book came out in 2008.

Human predators have infiltrated churches, institutions and society at large. They take sadistic delight in harming humans to slake their selfish lusts. They love wielding power and control over others. They are skilled at presenting a respectable persona in public, while surreptitiously undermining and destroying anything that brings life and health to humanity. They delight in disobeying God. They’re in league with demonic entities. Some of them worship Satan in groups, cults, secret societies, etc.

I bring a biblical perspective to many kinds of abuse including sexualised abuse, intimate partner abuse, abuse by and within families, spiritual abuse, abuse by demonic entities, abuse by Luciferian/Satanic groups that do horrendous things to their victims (babies, children and adults).

All these types of abuse have been going on for millennia and the bible has a lot to say about them. If you don’t believe in God or read the bible, you may be surprised how much wisdom there is in the bible about evildoers and how we can best deal with them. The bible describes —

• how we can best respond to abusers
• the tactics and mindset of abusers
• how God deals with evildoers
• how God hates the evildoers
• how God comforts the oppressed, the abuse victims
• how abuse victims respond to and resist abuse.

I am convinced that evildoers have captured all the major institutions and systems in the world. Christians ought not be surprised about this since the bible calls Satan the ruler of this world John 14:30; John 16:11; Luke 4:5-6 and the prince of this world John 12:31-33.

I do not glorify Satan. I expose Satan’s tactics and mindset. And his allies.

Some people on this earth are consciously working with and for Satan. Some of those people have high positions in churches. I present evidence that some of the most respected leaders in the protestant church have been actively and wittingly serving Satan. I do this using the bible, testimonies of victims of abuse, and my own observations and experiences. I cite the evidence and my sources. I don’t just make claims willy-nilly.

The Roman Catholic church has a horrific track record of enabling pedophiles. And, for all I know, the Eastern Orthodox churches may have a similar track record. But my focus is on Protestant churches, because that branch of Christendom is what I have experienced and closely observed. I give my perspective on the systematic infiltration and takeover of the so-called evangelical church by evildoers. I expose sacred cows.

I do not flinch at topics like

• the massive corruption at high levels in the visible church
• child trafficking
• the deep state/global crime cartel which is masterminded by Satan
• the mind-control garbage that Hollywood and other legacy media put out
• Trauma Based Mind Control (TBMC)
• MK-Ultra
• the evils of Freemasonry
• the control of the banking system in this world by a small number of families
• Nazi infiltration into the CIA and other intelligence agencies.

I’m writing to all people of good-will. All people who have empathy and an active conscience. All people who want to protect children and disable the international crime cartel. I’m also writing to those who have been manipulated, abused, blinded, tortured, blackmailed.

More About me

I was born in the 1950s and brought up as a secular humanist. I was raped as a child – once — it was spiritually, physically and emotionally terrifying. I know from personal experience that if a child is sexually abused one time, it does immense harm.

I was born again in my mid-twenties (much to my astonishment). Being born again did not immediately fix all the damage done to my internal wiring. Nor did it immediately fix all the self-destructive habits I’d developed in my teens and twenties. I’ve come to terms with the fact that the damage done to my internal wiring will probably never be fully fixed in this mortal life. But I am no longer practising any addictive behaviours.

I have personally experienced these kinds of abuse:

• rape (once in childhood, once in adulthood)
• intimate partner abuse (emotional/ verbal/ spiritual/ physical)
• abuse by a family member when I was young (I get on okay with all my family of origin, so I don’t talk about this publicly out of respect for them)
• abuse by wolves in sheep’s and shepherd’s clothing in the church (spiritual abuse/ disbelief / neglect)
• abuse by demonic entities

I know survivors of satanist ritual abuse. I have not suffered satanist ritual abuse myself.

I have a high view of Scripture. I’ve been in many kinds of Protestant churches over the years but it’s a long time since I belonged to any denomination or church organisation.

There is no church near me that I could tolerate attending on a regular basis. I find my Christian fellowship online, mostly with people who are in very different time zones from me.

I’ve been blogging about Christianity and domestic abuse since 2012 at cryingoutforjustice.blog. I’ve heard from countless victims of abuse, many of whom are professing Christians.

I published my first book Not Under Bondage: Biblical Divorce for Abuse, Adultery and Desertion in 2008.  I hope I can issue a revised edition of that book and publish another book before I die or before God wraps up this world like a scroll and brings in the New Heavens and New Earth (2 Peter 3:13; Revelation 21:1)

In 2018 I began exposing the tactics and players in the deep state and supporting the victims at Twitter @notunderbondage, but since 2025 I haven’t been attending to Twitter much.

Around 2024, I began using Substack. When I post a new article at cryingoutforjustice.blog I re-post it at substack.com/@barbararoberts.

Page updated October 2025.